lessthanabi

it's funny why i still can't let this go. maybe it's cause it wasn't quite the end i'd imagined years from now or maybe even never. and honestly if someone had said an year from now you'd be long gone i'd laugh in their face and tell them they were wrong. but of course what do i know? you left without reason. no goodbye, no nothing. maybe it's cause i trusted you until the very end, trusted you more than any normal person should trust another human. completely my fault, i'll admit, but it didn't seem logical for you to betray me like that...maybe i didn't play the cards right, or you were bored to death with the game itself. either way it seemed insultingly easy for you, it didn't look like you cared at all. and me? well i'm human, ergo time can heal almost any wound i have. i assume i'll eventually get over it but mark my worlds, this a door not closed. quite frankly an ending like this one cannot be an ending at all. at least not for me. it seemed easy enough for you though, leaving me and 'us' behind. but the decision wasn't mine to make. now i'll just have to live with it. so fuck you and your indifference.